Help.

Hey friends and family.

We just got back from Beijing and Xi'an on Sunday. I promise to update you all on that soon. I just needed to post and let you all know that I am not doing so well. I am having a pretty hard time being away from home (B.J.) and not being able to be fully involved in wedding planning. I started my internship today and it was horrible. I am really trying to find hope in what is going on and in where I am. I know it will all work out, but honestly, I'm not sure I can do this for four more weeks.
Love,
meg